How I Feel - La Dispute

I say a drink might help me sleep, I say

I don’t sleep much at all these days, I say it’s cold

Besides, I’m broken

Hard as earth the love of the past

The worth of the world has frozen

Still

Like the sheet of ice collecting on the windshield of my car

Where I caught my reflection captured in the glass

A perfect broken image of the future envisioned in the past-

Corrupted by fate now, fractured, and fading away

(Replace, replace, replace)

All I felt

(Promised, to me, to be)

One who figured it out

Who knew what to do

Who knew how to feel and

Felt that

Love of the past

The worth of the world

Just set it ablaze and

Thaw me out

Dim lit in a room dark red, where I said

«Can't seem to break off from the way I felt, but

I guess you understand, man.

We had no chance

I’m tired of fighting with the hand I’ve been dealt

So, I take the cards they give me

And keep my protest on the inside of my mouth

If the best I can do ain’t gonna stop what’s coming

What’s the point in trying to change how the hand plays out?"

Don’t we all just die?

(Don't we all? Don’t we all?)

Don’t we all just die

(Don't we all? Don’t we all?)

When you looked at the light

(Did it hurt your eyes?)

(Did it hurt your eyes?)

When you looked at the light

(Did it hurt you?)

Like it hurt me?