Yield - Kowai

What am I to do with my one wish

when my heart is willing

but my hands too weak

I don’t want to face the fear I feel

but in this land of false pretense

can’t hide my choice to yield

(choice to yield)

Today again I choose surrender

(I'll be here)

and my willing heart grows weaker

(in the dark)

while my hands embrace the shame

the only thing I’m always worthy of

(forever more)

All this pressure drowns me easily

so I’ll be overpowered

and not to blame for this

The scenes of pain I hide with a smile

at night they come to play here

with haunting tears of sorrow

(of sorrow)

Again I cannot force myself

I’ll be here forever

cannot leave where I’m deprived

of what would make me whole