Dementia - King Iso

Dementia

Essentially the things that make us higher thinking beings

Our memory, our way of calculating, of planning, language

They are degenerating

Dementia is anything which is affecting the brain and the loss of function of

the brain

In such a way that the things that we normally take for granted for example

Our ability to remember things, times, dates, events

To place ourselves in a location, to use words, to use language

All of these things begin to disappear

Mama didn’t plan me, that felt really weird

Then she birthed a nigga, daddy disappeared

Universe was with us, glad I’m living here

Through the dirt we live, lord had to interfere

Doing work he moving bourbon to pursue a cooler dirt to sit in that is really

clear

You revert then leave 'em back to this career

Didn’t recognize her, had it been a year

Mama sacrificed to have a living here

Went through many troubles as a kid she feared

Nightmares on the daily, that’s my mental, yeah

Speaking on me dying as an infant tears

Running down her face while judges count the days

I’m shackled in the courtroom asking them to hear

My plea to tell 'em that I’m sane but they don’t feel the same

Because of how I act, the end is near

Banging, slanging plus we strap the pistol here

Do a bunch of drugs, had my memory cleared

If these straps I’ll blackout mad and then appear

Been a King but never had a Gwynevere

I forgot it all, blast it with the fear

Had a baby made the facts so crystal clear

Master what I’m speaking grab a engineer

Give it to the world but as I give it here

Know my brain is sick, ain’t had a freaking cure

Medication had me acting insecure

Made a rap and fucking had to get some gear

Looking in the mirror: that’s my biggest fear

Dancing with the devil ask and he’ll appear

Spell out «He'll appear» that shit really weird

Scared to lose myself god asking if you’ll steer

Hell and Heaven point like that’s each hemisphere

And as my memory clears

I don’t wanna lose part of me (Dementia made me lose it)

Will I cover that broken piece (Man this is so confusing)

Stay bold, embody me, hurt the feelings (Got so inflicted in the music)

But this is more than music

Searching for a purpose, it can get really hard

If you make it that way and then forget who you are

To find our self we take trips from afar

I went through dark matters just to live with the stars

My stomach is a compass, I encompass what it means

I wanna see my destiny fulfill, the window’s ajar

I’m a caterpillar in it then I went for a walk

Penned my situation and flew like Kendrick Lamar

Damn, ask yourself: is this who you are?

Situational relationship, your friends or your job?

A diagnosis givin' your addiction a cause

Go places evil waiting see your kids have revolved

Don’t wanna fear who you are

Your religion is fraud and you live what you are

So you sit in the dark with a bunch of sickening thoughts

And when they give up it all but

Would you lose everything homie then you evolve

Am I a criminal?

No

But the prison it caused though my memory’s lost

I remember the wall

While fulfilling the dream I forget that I fall

But I’m still on a seam where the shit had to start

Y’all did this to me then I did it to y’all

Right ear’s what it’s in, you know how it is but you wrong

'Cause I revisit the screams, blood spilled down the wall

Now I’m numb to those things, I can’t feel anymore

Are you hearin' me lord?

I’m not here anymore

Then what I wanna be but I feel you ignore

Brain in a white cube more than ceiling and floor

Boxed in but that’s what the fifth dimension is for

I know it’s way more than a physical form

Listen my realm can never coexist with the norm

I swear I met the old me in the continuum path

I said don’t forget me, dementia ain’t long

This how it feels to be lost

I don’t wanna lose part of me (Dementia made me lose it)

Will I cover that broken piece (Man this is so confusing)

Stay bold, embody me, hurt the feelings (Got so inflicted in the music)

But this is more than music

Somebody with dementia any particular Alzheimer’s disease these pathways will

be severally interrupted and what’s happening is where there’ll be a normal

healthy pathway too store or retrieve inflation elements of this pathway are

lost and the cells are not working as well as they should so therefore when we

try and store information the ability too store it may be lost and therefore

when we kept also when we come to retrieve that information we may not be able

to store it properly or we that just maybe able to access that information