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Kalbim bu aciyi sakliyor

Yillar sonra bile hic kimseye soyleyemedim

Bu sevdayi kalbime gomdum ve sen oldun

Simdi esim dostum beni hastayim saniyor

Yastayim hic kimse bilmiyor

Seni son gordugum yerde yillar sonra

O gun geldi yine aklima

Bu kez bir elinde kizin icinde firtina

Gocup gittigin o yolda

Sen varmissin gibi her gece isigi kapatmadim

Gel gor ki ben hala yokluguna alisamadim

Simdi esim dostum beni hastayim saniyor

Yastayim hic kimse bilmiyor

Cok zor o kadar yil sonra itiraf etmek

Bu aski bertaraf etmek

Bu kez sana soyleyecek ne cok sey vardi

Isterdim bak unutmadim demek

Yillar sonra bile hic kimseye soyleyemedim

Sen oldun ben bu sevdayi kabime gomdum

Simdi esim dostum beni hastayim saniyor

Yastayim hic kimse bilmiyor

Bugun dogum gunun yaninda degilim

Bu yuzden hic iyi degilim

Yaslandim artik biraktigin gibi degilim

Ustelik bir kizim var evliyim

Yillar sonra bile hic kimseye soyleyemedim

Bu sevdayi kalbime gomdum ve sen oldun

Simdi esim dostum beni hastayim saniyor

Yastayim hic kimse bilmiyor

Sen varmissin gibi her gece isigi kapatmadim

Hastayim hic kimse bilmiyor

You're gone, your existence continues again

My absence is unknown

Since you're gone, my hands are always shaking

My heart hides this pain

Even after years, I couldn't tell anyone

I buried this love in my heart and became you

Now my husband thinks I'm sick

I'm in mourning, no one knows

Years later, where I last saw you

That day came to my mind again

This time the storm in the girl in one hand

I'm sorry on that road you went

I didn't turn off the light every night like you exist

Come see, I still can't get used to your absence

Now my husband thinks I'm sick

I'm in mourning, no one knows

It's so hard to admit after so many years

To dispose of this love

There was so much to tell you this time

I wanted to say look I didn't forget

Even after years, I couldn't tell anyone

It was you, I buried this love in my heart

Now my husband thinks I'm sick

I'm in mourning, no one knows

We're not next to your birthday today

We are not better than this

I'm leaning on, I'm not the same as you left

Besides, I have a daughter, I'm married

Even after years, I couldn't tell anyone

I buried this love in my heart and became you

Now my husband thinks I'm sick

I'm in mourning, no one knows

I didn't turn off the light every night like you exist

I'm sick no one knows