Corpus Christi - Kevin Abstract

None of my boys know how to cope with this shit

We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid

See I need anything that make me feel less lonely

I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony

Sometimes I feel like all I’m gon' have is my money

And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money

And I’ll stare at the skies until they start to fade away

Me and my cousin would play ball all day trying to perfect that fadeaway

All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away

Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos

My aunt Becky passin', my pride won’t let me call her

I’ve been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend, whatever they call it

I just hope when it’s my turn to not see tomorrow

Y’all can forgive me for any pain that I ever seemed to cause you

If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday

Then boy you gotta let me go then

If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday

Then boy you gotta let me go then

I wonder if Ameer think about me, or what he think about me

See when I think about me, I barely think about me

I think about the people that surround me, and how I let 'em down

I’m doin' that right now by even fuckin' talkin' 'bout this

I’m sorry Dom, I prolly shouldn’t be puttin' all our problems on the front lawn

Like that scene in Blow when George’s mom called the feds 'cause it was hurtin'

her rep

At what point do I do it for myself, instead of thinkin' 'bout the set?

I helped niggas get deals, I help niggas get healed

But I still feel like niggas wanna see me killed

Prolly 'cause my brother thought I was tryna see him killed

My sister be on Instagram tryna air me out

All because I won’t give my niece a fuckin' shout out

If I ain’t have Kelly I prolly would’ve stayed in Hawaii

My boyfriend more than an angel, it’s a miracle he stuck by me

If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday

Then boy you gotta let me go then

If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday

Then boy you gotta let me go then

Why me, why me, why me, why me?