After the Storm - Kekal

Shame on me, now I’m standing alone

When I turn my face far behind

The shadow of yesteryear’s sighs

Gradually his shape fades

Degrades under the law of time

Swallowed by the book of memories

Forgive me for what I’ve committed

Many times I fly, in the light, in the dark

I just did it pointlessly

Reaching for something

So distant… so alone

Dreaming for another touch, I fly so high

I just let myself falling

Wildly drifting on the air

Marching the sounds of my inner ill

Hear the weeping of the bleeder… shout!

Crawls… reveals…this drowning hope here beneath

Many times I give my mind a crown and lay down

Stiff unmoved and yet posed a dying mortal flesh

Piercing the limits, stretch upon my hollow painted nest

Keep on questioning my daily breath… what a day!

No matter how intense I strike

The anger still here and breed inside

I hate myself, hating the light

This pain I feel kills me outright

What should I do to break this chain?

It’s only you, my only strength to fight

Facing my mirrors of ideal reality

Morning’s pride arrives, enter my two wounded eyes

Brings her another ugliest blazing wrath

Will I keep survive under this earth burning sun?

Why can’t I seize the dusk

The only chance I give my misery eulogy?

Dear Lord, I chocked by the plans of Thee

Severely amazed, torture in doubt

Questions I’ve drawn, left and forgotten

I pass the answers, I let my light dimmed