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Can you give me a cogent reason why I

gravitate to things that no one likes?

And do I really want to be this way?

No.

But I itch and I can’t scratch

My back is aching for the lash

I’m a glutton for the punishment but starving for what I can never get

For the first time in my life I just want

to do whats right with a childlike wonder

That wont put me under you.

For the first time in my life I just want

to do what feels right with a childlike wonder

That wont put me under you.

And sometimes I don’t want to be anything, anyone like me

And though the world must share my hate, why is it so hard to relate?

Well lately now I find I want to be

innocent, experienced at the same time

And time is precious agony

It’s never ending yet fleeting from me

You don’t know whats in my heart but I can show you

You don’t know whats in my heart