Wasted - Kaotic Klique

Everybody keeps texting my phone saying

«Where the fuck you been?»

(where the fuck you been)

Found a little piece of heaven in the middle of this hellfire

Where I live (hellfire where I live)

And I can make excuses for days

About everything I do (everything I do)

I don’t really feel the need to explain myself

I don’t got no shit to prove

Blinds fall down and there’s nothing on the other side

I wanna see (nothing I wanna see)

Just a messed up world full of hate and sorrow

That loves to fuck with me (loves to fuck with me)

I’m a sucker for pain and needs

I’m sure you can understand (what's that?)

In this world full of lies

Where everybody bites

Shit’s something like my vicodine

I look for a happy place

But i fell so many times (fell so many times)

I always jump the gun anytime

I see the light (anytime I see)

If it makes you smile I’ll keep trying till I die

(trying till I die)

If you wanna find me

I’ll be hiding in this hell getting wasted

Thinking about you

Got me wasted in my room

I don’t go outdoors these days

There’s nothing left for me to see or say

I had it all at one time

And watch it fall right through my fingers

As your memory lingers on

These hours on the clock

Get longer as this painkillers keep getting stronger

Another bottle watch me pile that shit up

My friends calling but I’m done, mind left

A long time ago

Thinking it was the same day that you walked out the door

Never the same, the pain, only thing that will remain

On some day you’re gone

I wonder will you remember me

Will I remember you

When taking a shot to every kiss we had

Fall over and cry and laugh

At the same time again

I’m just getting started with this drinking

Try to swim but now I’m sinking to the bottle

Flashing lights, they keep on blinking

In my eyes, as the medics try to bring me back to life

But I left it all behind

Time for me to see what’s on the other side

I look for a happy place

But i fell so many times (fell so many times)

I always jump the gun anytime

I see the light (anytime I see)

If it makes you smile I’ll keep trying till I die

(Till I die)

If you wanna find me

I’ll be hiding in this hell getting wasted

Thinking about you