Chokin' - Kai Straw

I’m feeling so broken

Like everything’s chokin'

Like everything’s a breath away

And I’m breathing ocean

And I’m done with this shit

And I’m done wishing

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

Fuck being hopeless

Fuck this emotion

I’m done being stolen

From every moment

I’m so done giving in

To these old addictions

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’m sick of feelin' pain like a blade’s in my mind

I’m sick of feelin' drained every day of my life

It’s like I’ve got a plague and I’m fading away

Man, I’m praying, and I can’t even name you the God

I’m done thinking, fuck, can I fake it or not?

How many of them «I'm okays» do I got?

How many more days will I waste in my mind

Full of hate for myself like I’m waiting to rot

Well, this is me taking myself from the lie

This is cocaine for a hell of a mind

This is my way to command what is mine

I’m coming for me like my hand is divine

Yeah, I’m just a phantom in time

I’m like a seed on the breeze from a dandelion

I’ve been gifted these hands of mine

And if that’s not enough, man, then what kind of man am I?

Fuck being hopeless

Fuck this emotion

I’m done being stolen

From every moment

I’m so done giving in

To these old addictions

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I see the devil now as clear as you and me

I see him peeking from my wounds

Reaching to what I could use to keep me weak

I see the devil now as clear as you and me

Maybe it’s a dream to be immune

But I see you

So let’s get blood up in these teeth

Alright!

Fuck being hopeless

Fuck this emotion

I’m done being stolen

From every moment

I’m so done giving in

To these old addictions

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind

And I’m done listening