Gotta Do Better - K-Drama

Lately I feel all over the place

Tryna keep straight, when a part of me won us all over

Tryin' not to let these delays, sway me, gotta keep focused

But it’s difficult when you drop a project and most hardly notice

Everyday when I’m out, somebody ask me «Do I still rap?»

Partaking in a raging shot, in my opinion I feel that

Artistically I’m on a different level, rapping better now than I ever did

But the industry got me feeling like I hit a lid, hid my lid

Surrounded daily by these problems, answers I haven’t figured out

Submerged at the bottom and as I drown I wither down

Forgettin' my Foundation, constantly livin' by emotions

Discouraged cause I’m tryin' walk by faith but everything I see is broken

I’m surrounded by seas, oceans, no land

Wish I could say «My soul’s stayin'»

To the great place by the Great Lakes

But I deviated from the program

Letting my emotions get the best of me

And letting God get the rest of me

Ignoring the countless ways He’s blessing me

Man I gotta do better (x8)

Yeah I gotta do better (x2)

Man I gotta do better

Can’t settle for the status quo

I’ve came a long way

But I have a long way to go

I got a lot hangin' on me

Many times it’s drainin' homie

Praisin' One will train the lonely

In the past, people came only

When they in need of a favor

I’m in need of a Savior

Feels like I’ve fallen short

When the ball’s in my court

I ain’t readin' like I should be

Not fathering like I could be

When trust passes, guess I would be

I’m in the grace but I end up enjoying the taste of revenge

Take it out on my friends

Will I pick up the phone?

It depends on the mood I’m in

I’ve isolated myself, ain’t been taking care of my health

Eating whatever’s in front of me cause everything feels numb to me

Don’t even want to write this but I can’t keep livin' like this

Don’t have the energy to fight this, I just wanna live righteous

Help me not to go the way that seems right to me

I owe compliancy, help me cast on you anxiety

Man I gotta do better (x8)

Yeah I gotta do better (x2)