Pressure to Party - Julia Jacklin

Pressure to party, gonna stay in

Nothing good can come from me drinking

I would run, shoes off, straight back to you

I know where you live, I used to live there too

Pressure to feel fine after the fact

Out on the dance floor with my body back

Meeting a stranger, touching his face

I don’t want anyone to ever take your place

Pressure to go strike out on your own

Pressure to learn from being alone

Pressure to not leave it for too long

Before you find another heart where you belong

Pressure to come up with conversation

Makes the family fine with my isolation

I know I’ve locked myself in my room

But I’ll open up the door and try to love again soon

Try to love again soon

Try to love again soon

Try to love again soon

I, I, I

Pressure to act the right way around

We’re both in a crowd with people surrounding us

What do I do?

Don’t know how it works

Pressure to not let the inside of my mind

Spill onto the floor for our friends to find it

Oh, what do I do?

'Cause God, how it hurts