Ruby Red Lips - Judith Owen

I may be happy

Trying to put my poor old heart together

I may be wondering

Why those good old bad days

Ever, ever had to end

You may be so nice

Offering me the safety of your shoulder

It’s such a heavy price

'Cause the more that you adore me

The crueler and the colder I get

'Cause I don’t want to be loved like this

I don’t want to be worshipped and kissed

I just want to hurt you 'til I see the blood run through

Your ruby red lips

I may be happy

Trying to put my broken heart together

I may be confident

I’ll never be OK

Whether you like it or not

'Cause I don’t want to be loved like this

I don’t want to be worshipped and kissed

I just want to hurt you 'til I see the blood run through

Your ruby red lips

Your ruby red lips

Somehow, somewhere

There is a bastard waiting for me

He will hurt me like I’m hurting you now

And I will adore him

'Cause I don’t want to be loved like this

Really, really don’t want to

I don’t want to be loved like this

I don’t wanna be…

I just wanna be kicked down

I just wanna be kicked down

I just wanna be kicked down

I just wanna be kicked down

I don’t want to be…