Intro - John Gabbana

For the past two years I been tryna change how they view me

Barely know myself that mean really they never knew me

Went to hell and back damn my life is a fucking movie

Depressed and I was lost even tho I was fucking groupies

Only blame myself but oh well cause I had to learn

Shit just make me cringe thinking bout the bridges I burned

Man you know it’s bad when the media get concerned

Tried to take a shortcut, I couldn’t just wait my turn

Had to settle down, woke up, I’m better now

I know a lot of y’all niggas didn’t think I’d make it out

Okay I’m done with the trolling let’s a safer route

I’m tryna see them 4 commas inside my bank account

It’s time to take back control, I’m ready just let me know

Niggas digging up my past «May y’all just please let it go»

Y’all either selfish or rude, maybe y’all mentally slow

If you really cared for me, you would just let me grow

I got a lot on mind, can’t find the words to describe

Lord I need ya help feel like I’m dying inside

Now I close my eyes and pray you send me a sign

I can’t do this by myself because I tried many times

Had to change my energy, the jail life not meant for me

Call me my nickname that’s just adding insult to injury

I’m not gon' satisfy them so I can live miserably

That shit ate me up inside, I’m not playing, I mean literally

That shit wasn’t me man that shit phase

Tightened it up and I changed up my ways

Promise you I won’t go back to them days

So fucking tired of being a slave

Fall on my knees and I pray, I wake up everyday

Got so much shit to say, hope it don’t get too late