Fear - Jodye

The more depressed I get I puff the hookah more

Apologize to Mike I turned house into a hookah store

No I’m not the kid you niggas knew before

No I’m not famous but I do perform

When I be alone I’m in my truest form

Yeah I know a girl who blast my music out her college dorm

(A nigga hyped!)

When I pursued the music no one backed it

I was riding off the passion while my aunt was steady laughing

Man they hate to see hyped I’m living a double life

Lectures in the morning and doing the grind at night

I been out producing

I been dreaming lucid

I be up in Dyckman sipping jungle juices

If she was really mine then I’ma never lose it

Feeling like I’m winning every time I lose it

See this shit is simple, if they fucking with you

They gon' huddle with you

(Yeah)

Let me tell You what I noticed now

People claiming that they down but they not around

Like I’m suppose to chase em

In my neighborhood success measured by the bank account

Nah success to me is if you make it out and pierce that cloud of doubt

I’m never changing you can count it now

You can count it now

All this shit is fear

All this shit is fear

Rolling throwing night

Yeah all I feel is fear

Growing up nobody really show me love

Iron Man will yeah I’m Tony’d up

All these niggas actors oh they Tony’d up

If I had the clout then they would show me love

If I had the clout I had a show and they go showing up

My mother in the house and she go through stuff

I had a gun

These niggas throwing sub acting like they showing up

I got some cousins throwing up

Always holding tools

I told them play it cool and then stay in school

And get they grades up

Always acting like they made dumb

Good enough advice is just gon phase em

I just never wanna see em sprayed up

But Sweet dreams to the sweet team

We was best friends since I was 16

I could never do you how you do me tho

Shit was like a movie tho

You the only one that ever knew me tho

People playing victim I just never get the system

When reality just hit them

They expecting you forgive em

In my neighborhood Success measured by the bank account

Nah success to me is if you make it out and pierce that cloud of doubt

I’m never changing you can count it now

You can count it now

All this shit is fear

All this shit is fear

Rolling throwing night

Yeah all I feel is fear

You gon' feel it here