Bad Time - Jetty Bones

Sorry you caught me at a bad time

See, I thought tonight I might be dying

Nobody told me you could get up and just try again

I’m not trying to be anxious

But I wish for once you would believe that

I’m not afraid of you, honey

I’m just afraid of everything

So if you want to pretend that I’m fine

Then I’ll pretend that I’m not scared

But there’s a demon in my head

And she’s talking in my ear

If you wanna say I’m fine

Well, that’s your agenda

But there’s a demon in my heart

And I named her Linda

Sorry, I swear she didn’t mean that

Her heart is pure and she is perfect

And she can carry all the weight of your world on her back

I don’t deserve the high appraisals

For pretending that I’m stable

Or crying underneath the tip jar on our merch table

So if you wanna call me your role model

Well, I have some qualms with that

There are many better options

And that’s just a fucking fact

I’m not really doing «better»

I’m just scared and lonely

So thanks for coming to my show —

I’m a fucking phony