Ruin - Jessica Meuse

I’ve been hated, been let down

Had my heat crushed on the ground

But I’ve been tough

And that’s enough

I’ve felt heartache, felt deserted

Hurt only ‘cause I was hurting

But I stood tall

And I built a wall

Then you came along

And you bring me to my knees

Help me please

Oh, I can’t breathe

And it feels like the first time I see

I feel clean

You ruin me

There’s a light now where there was dark

There’s a moon, the sun, the stars

Now there’s life

And I feel alive

All of the anger that was inside

Came down with my wall, pushed aside

For once and for all

Because you came along

And you bring me to my knees

Help me please

Oh, I can’t breathe

And it feels like the first time I see

I feel clean

You ruin me

Wish I knew then what I know now

I can’t go back, no, I don’t know how

You went and saved me

Yeah it’s kinda crazy

Throwing the punches I wish I could

If I was able, don’t think I would

You showed me hope and how to be strong

When you came along

And you bring me to my knees

Help me please

Oh, I can’t breathe

And it feels like the first time I see

I feel clean

You ruin me

You ruin me

You ruin me