Double Katanas - Jean Grae

I can see what you’re saying

Definitely see that

What I’m saying is

Just give me a hug

We don’t have to think about it like that

I know, I know, it hurts

Here, give me hug

I really could have been more

Perceptive to what you came for

I guess the lesson is before you change doors

Change locks, change floors

Tried to keep you in the same field, same force

That he was in when we was in a major game loss

Can’t play the game with two pitchers, one mound

Either head is swingin' with my head down

In the beginning, I was thinkin' what’s the damage though

Advantage you, love no

Not considerin' your time spent

Not considerin' your lies that were mine over time spanned

Or how I feel if maybe if in my feelings

I would start to get the feeling of being the one played

Considering maybe you were saying things too

That came as easily as things do

I know, I know, I know, I know

And maybe I could work someone else out

I know, I know, I know, I know

And we could make this work

I know, I know, I know, I know

Nah, hilarious, ha ha

I guess the joke is on Jean

Playing the fucking field with no team

Guess I had a lot of nerve to keep ‘em closely

And never nervous, thinking shit was keeping toasty

You’re doing too much, wish my niggas told me

And in the clutch I wish my crutch had been to notice it

That I was all up in the crushes like I’m Jodeci

Feenin', or JoJo on the floor, heaving

We were on the road to being major, Deegan

We were on our board baby, swore the train was leaving

But not the train, like a train, heathen

Fuck it, I’m just tired of tryna explain even

Luck would have it, I don’t have a habit of believing

Motherfuckers who sucker you to stab it and then leave it

I’m a fucking elitist, rapping, undefeated

Trying to play a game I never motherfucking needed

Now Jeanie gotta go, I was saying that

In retrospect no disrespect

What everybody says, before they play your deck

I mean read your cards

You know?

Hip your bars, bars, bars

I never meant to get fly, slide on the get-by

It’s not my style, next time I exit like a jet pilot

Eject up, I mean the high way

Not the highway, I mean the more desired way

Shut up, okay

I probably shouldn’t explain nothin'

Not in the double-negative way, I mean nothin'

Really all just said what I could say, fuck it

I’ve overextended my stay, bucket

List, I cross off the crosswind

That’s what I call this inevitable crossing

It’s a terrible loss and I’m more terrible for it

Fuck it, I’m just kidding, this whole thing was awesome

Ah, shit, I probably shouldn’t laugh

That’s right, that’s wrong, right

No, it’s not funny, it’s not funny

I’m not laughing

I’m—no, I’m—this is me caring about your feelings

Please, help me to help you

If you just—you should probably take your pants off

Cause I want to give you a hug

I wanna give you a hug

A close hug, a really close hug, a naked hug

Now, are you mad?

Are you leaving?

Oh um, will you call me tomorrow?

No?

Okay.

Okay, don’t answer that

Okay, I wasn’t thinking about—okay

It’s cool, it’s cool

I understand, I understand

No, I lied so, that’s probably bad for you

And also me, and me

Yes, don’t do that and I get that now

And I want to make it up to you

Can I just talk to you in the other room?

I talk a lot better when I’m laying down

No?

You know?

Alright, well, fuck it