Crying Inside - JayDaYoungan

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I’m down on my knees, I need you for real

I been beggin' 23 please to stop chewin' pills

And I did everything to win, feel like I’m losin' still

Sometimes I wish that I could live the life I used to live

Like you don’t love me no more, ain’t how I used to feel

This shit ain’t just begin, it been like that a few lil' years

What about the times you gave me mind with them lil' juicy lips?

And when I fucked you from behind, couldn’t keep your booty still

Swerve on him, better not curve on him

I said fuck that boy, we gon' put that 30 on him

Swerve on him, better not curve on him

I said fuck that boy, we gon' put that 30 on him

All my niggas on that shit, they want that shit, we doming shit

I don’t really want that bitch, she on my dick 'cause I’m the shit

Riding 'round in a two-seater, I’m solo on some lonely shit

They speakin' on me, they too broke, I cashed out on some owner shit

Lil' nigga but I’m big homie, ridin' with a stick on me

I live this lifestyle like Rich Homie, I done got rich on 'em

And all these pussy niggas real phony, I take a piss on 'em

He better know I keep this bitch on me, came with the dick on it

She wanna fuck, her pussy wet, she told me put the tip on it

I told that bitch, «Give me your fit,» she grabbed my dick and gripped on it

I wanna nut, so open up, come here and put your lips on it

Bae, do your shit and hit a split, let me see if you can sit on it

Know they don’t give two fucks, but for myself, I’m proud

Been sufferin' from depression, livin' like this for awhile

Been searchin' for a blessing or someone who’ll make me smile

And yeah, every day I’m stressin', but I can’t throw in the towel

If you was out there with me, you know how I feel about you

If you would kill about me, you know I’d kill about you

The ones who really love me, them the ones who still around me

If I don’t fuck with you, I’ll tell you how I feel about you

This shit so deep and shit so real, it make a man die

Have you ever seen a man die?

These chicks don’t peep the way I feel, I’m catchin' other vibes

I’m tryna catch a kill like fuck the other side

And they don’t know that I’ve been crying inside

They don’t know that I’ve been crying inside

I’ve been crying inside

I’ve been crying inside

They don’t know that I’ve been crying inside

They don’t know that I’ve been crying inside

I’ve been crying inside

I’ve been crying inside