Paralyzed - James Deberg

Why did I have to be this way

Hiding in shadows I create

Getting crushed beneath their weight

On my own

Can’t you hear my heart

Rip it out and pick it apart

'Cause something hasn’t felt quite right

From the start

All these voices inside

Who are they to decide that I’m reaching out in vain

Though I’d rather feel nothing at all

Than this pain

Why did I have to be this way

Hiding in shadows I create

Getting crushed beneath their weight

I’m paralyzed and it’s killing me

I only wish to be okay

I feel them stare but thy will never see

(I'm all alone)

Can you feel th heat

I’ll surrender before my defeat

I guess, I’ve run my course and now I’m

Obsolete

All these voices inside

Who are they to decide that I’m reaching out in vain

Through this empty shell

Is everything (that remains)

Why did I have to be this way

Hiding in shadows I create

Getting crushed beneath their weight

(On my own)

I’m paralyzed and it’s killing me

I only wish to be okay

I feel them stare but they will never see

(I'm all alone)

I see my shape as I’m fading away

Just a stain on the wall

Just a name to decay

I’m tired of playing someone else’s part

Just to feel again, feel again

I see my shape as I’m fading away

And I’m tired of playing someone else’s part

Is it all in my head?

Is it all in my head?

Is there hope of redemption?

Is it all in my head?

Is it all in my head?

I think, I’m starting to see

Is it all in my head?

Is it all in my head?

Is this just a perception?

Help me feel again

(Help me go)

Why did I have to be this way

Hiding in shadows I create

Getting crushed beneath their weight

(On my own)

I’m paralyzed and it’s killing me

I only wish to be okay

I feel them stare but they will never see

I’m all alone

(I'm all alone)

I’m all alone