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Said tell me what you really, really want from me

I can do it but you gotta give it all to me

Cause nothing is impossible, yeah

Said nothing is impossible, mm

My drink tastes like cigarettes

Neon lights on the floor

She said these nights’ll be the end of you

But boy we don’t talk no more

Blood stains on my pristine shoes

My conscience never been so clean

But lately everything been feeling backwards

If you know what I mean

I mean, what if I told you I got voices

In my skull telling me to be an animal

And I been good so long, ain’t do no wrong

That I’m starting to think that I will

Cause nothing the same as a year ago

People changing, living like a video

And the only thing that makes sense

Is the fucking performance

Cause at least you know how it’s gonna go

I’m always shucking and jiving

Ducking and bobbing

Drinking and driving

I do it too often

But I just gotta get home, I been away too long

I’m always on my own

She came in wearing just a flag for her city

All white, all white

Like I’ll never surrender

But losing her temper

All night, all night

We want that

White skin, black ties

You get that

Black dresses, white lies

Crossed with

White powder, red eyes

Dreams of

Gold crosses, tan lines

And every time yeah every time

We shoot for perfect every time

Just close your eyes and pull the trigger

Guaranteed something innocent dies

And I’m caught in the middle

I’m just trying to stay above water, I’m all on my own

Trying to focus on what is important

But girl never leave me alone

And on cold nights its alright

And I’m gonna let you know

I’m always shucking and jiving

Ducking and bobbing

Drinking and driving

I do it too often

But I just gotta get home, I been away too long

I’m always on my own