Maybe - Jack Harlow

I just wanna feel alive

Maybe I should start smoking?

Maybe I should tell her how I feel

Maybe I should go and get my heart broken

Maybe I should take a long walk

Maybe I should put my got damn phone down

Maybe I should do a lil more

Maybe I should stop by my grandmas house

I was thinkin ‘bout a sunny day

I was wondering how to make my dad proud of the son he raised

I was wondering how these kids get hooked on these one-a-days

Funny thing, I be lookin' at em in a judgey way

Truth is, I ain’t never felt like I should run a way

I ain’t never had to live a life that I fuckin' hate

I know people livin' with a never ending stomach ache

But I been wondering if I’m really happy

I ain’t sad, I’m just wondering if I’m really happy

I been wondering if this shit that I been chasin'

Gon' be gratifying for me when it really happens

I should be feelin' blessed to just be breathin'

Lately I can’t seem to fight the stress and all the demons

Lately I just seem to treat the sex like an achievement

Goin' deeper with no depth and all I left ‘em with is some semen

I hope that shit was worth it

Look at the mistakes that made me grow into this person

I been seeing all the flaws ‘fore I notice when it’s perfect

I just wanna feel alive

Maybe I should start smoking?

Maybe I should tell her how I feel

Maybe I should go and get my heart broken

Maybe I should take a long walk

Maybe I should put my got damn phone down

Maybe I should do a lil more

Maybe I should stop by my grandmas house

I was thinkin ‘bout a sunny day

I was wondering how to make my dad proud of the son he raised

I was wondering how these kids get hooked on these one-a-days

Funny thing, I be lookin' at em in a judgey way

Truth is, I ain’t never felt like I should run a way

I ain’t never had to live a life that I fuckin' hate

I know people livin' with a never ending stomach ache

All that you been bringin' me is self doubt

I feel like they leechin' all my health now

Ain’t nobody thinkin' for themselves now

All they worried ‘bout is if they need you

Can you help now?

No

All this shit gon' bring me to a meltdown

Woah

I done spent some weeks in the dark

Only listening to beats in a seat tryna start

On these words and accelerate the beat from my heart

Searchin for that high again

And I want that shit to last me more than

5 or 10 minutes at a time, take control of my environment

Choosin' how my time is spent, gotta let you know that

Anybody with me in the middle of the night is liable to become my psychiatrist

Ain’t it funny how that goes

Everything been good, I just wanted you to know

I been growin' up

I just wanna feel alive

Maybe I should start smoking?

Maybe I should tell her how I feel

Maybe I should go and get my heart broken

Maybe I should take a long walk

Maybe I should put my got damn phone down

Maybe I should do a lil more

Maybe I should stop by my grandmas house

I was thinkin ‘bout a sunny day

I was wondering how to make my dad proud of the son he raised

I was wondering how these kids get hooked on these one-a-days

Funny thing, I be lookin' at em in a judgey way

Truth is, I ain’t never felt like I should run a way

I ain’t never had to live a life that I fuckin' hate

I know people livin' with a never ending stomach ache