Fanatic - J. Chris, Srsly

Why is it that we both can´t shut up, when we know we should

Keep the fire burning for deep desire to be understood

Lurking hurting on purpose, are we aiming to cut as deep as we can?

No wonder the last time I ran, trying to get myself calm again

And here I am, back with the same pain, I try to land

And get my thoughts together, gasping for air, to gain the upper hand

Goddamn, and I scram

Now is that real love or the adrenaline rush that cut through my abdomen

Instead of being calm and so we both can accept it, put it into perspective

It’s like we’re attracted to rejection, I mean there’s no way to be more

subjective

Mind blown completely erratic, and it’s maddening

Cause we are both scheme, standing right by at it…

Can´t deal

And I can’t bare

Taking this any longer

Cause you’re a fanatic

Making me a fanatic

Can´t deal, can´t bare (8x)

And it’s not like what we have developed overnight

Put the two of us together and we felt so alive

Lived the film of nightly wonders where we both thought a like

But everything´s changed now and what’s left done felt boarder line

All this time spent in dark alleys stunned felt so right

You and I combined we’re one of a kind… I can´t let it slide

Giving up would mean we never tried

Without you by my side dear, I would rather die

I kept digging in and you would never be listening

Our foundation’s built on fiction, contradictive, it’s restrictive, admit it

As things shifted through the years I seen these parallels, we ain’t going well

Now everything’s turning 'round, as I´m on this Ferris wheel

I´m stuck on this Ferris wheel

And I can´t stop this

And I can’t stop it

And I can’t stop it

Can´t deal

And I can’t bare

Taking this any longer

Cause you’re a fanatic

Making me a fanatic

Can´t deal, can´t bare (8x)

And it’s not like what we have developed overnight

Put the two of us together and we felt so alive

Lived the film of nightly wonders where we both thought a like

But everything´s changed now and what’s left done felt boarder line

All this time spent in dark alleys stunned felt so right

You and I combined we’re one of a kind… I can´t let it slide

Giving up would mean we never tried

Without you by my side dear, I would rather die