Shoulda Woulda - IYAMAH

I can talk too much

But don’t say enough

Every single opportunity that comes

I just pass it up

Think I’ve lost the touch

Yeah, guess I get too shy

Close the curtains and blinds

You don’t wanna see this messy mind

It’s a heavy life, this internal fight

Sometimes I do shit and I don’t know why

Gets in the way and it wastes all my time

Refuse to consume all the drugs they prescribe

I’ve been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes

Next time it comes round won’t do it again

Don’t taint me for my ways

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Wishing that I did things different

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Thinking 'bout the things I didn’t know

Oh, shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda

Ooh, said to myself

This ain’t good for my mntal health

And it’s ringing alarm bells

Don’t need no one lse

To get what’s in my head out

I need to get away

Or find a beautiful escape

Where there’s nothing no one says

No distractions in my way

Oh, it feels when I’m at home

I’m over thinking in my zone

I don’t wanna live on this frequency

Trapped and can’t move on and I

I’ve been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes

Next time it comes round won’t do it again

I blame it on my way

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Wishing that I did things different

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

I don’t wanna, lose my mind

Thinking 'bout the things I didn’t know

Oh, shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda

Shoulda, woulda, coulda

Shoulda, woulda

Oh yeah, my mind, lose my mind

And then I’m like, «Why did I say that?», «Why do I do these things!»