How - Insane Clown Posse

I don’t wanna die and burn in hell

I wanna live honourable and do well

But how?

How do I stay on path

When I see somethin' fucked up I wanna laugh?

How do I honour my dead beat father

Who walked out on two kids, like why bother?

And left my mother with poverty, fuck my dad

I wanna slaughter thee

Look at this world and all the Gods

How can I not look at all the odds

You got Allah, Buddha, Jehovah, Jah, give praise

However you was raise

How do I not wonder who’s right or wrong

How do I keep my believin' strong?

How do I make it to Shangri-La

When the worlds so fucked up?

Damn it’s hard

How do I live a beautiful life

When all of this darkness has covered my life

How could this be you said was a lie

How will I know if I done good in your eyes?

I’m asking «how?»

How can I ignore the hotties

How do I not check their slammin' bodies?

How do I stay faithful and quit the game

When I doubt my wife is doin' the same?

How in the fuck can I not have any

Drive a bucket and I want a Bentley?

Live in a trailer and not envy

A man who’s got a mansion sittin' on land

Is this a joke?

How can anybody with nothin' see the rich and not be salty

And what if some psychopath had my son?

How can I not just grab my gun

How can I not have adrenaline buzz

Aim and blow a hole where his eyeball was

I saved my son, he’s alive and well

But I killed a man am I goin' to hell?

How can I actually be a saint

How can I live and be somethin' I ain’t?

How do I not steal, when I’m dyin' of hunger, and I end up under?

How do I just turn the other cheek

When I’m disrespected, slapped and beat?

What’s wrong with fightin' back and winnin'

How come if I’m not a punk I’m sinnin'

How can I pray true and true

When most of what I pray for don’t come through

And what about science and all the facts

How do I keep my faith in tact?

How do I not lie when the truth is painful

Embarrassing, harmful or shameful?

How do I not live afraid of hell

And be happily content my soul is well?

If I’ve done good in your eyes

If I look good in your eyes

If I look good in your eyes

If I look good in your eyes…