A Letter To Myself - Input

This is a poor excuse for creativity / A backlash at my violated liberty

Stand close to me and you’ll feel the panic / This is dedicated to unnecessary

damage

I can still hear you yelling from the bathroom / I don’t wanna leave now,

but I know I’ll have to

Who knows what happens after the death of laughter / I realize the termination

of this chapter

It’s in the best interest for both our bloodstreams / My veins connect to form

a clot it’s self destructing

This relationship was nothing but a disease / I folded it to save it but got

lost within the crease

Now I’m hoping I can’t recognize the pictures / Blurred out faces and the

bodies are disfigured

My memory doesn’t serve me so well / The misery is merely just a mask I can’t

unveil

There’s a history that both of us are tied to / Underneath the arguments and

faces that we lied to

Every second adds more fuel to the flames / I cut off the oxygen along with the

pain

So let this story motivate the resurrection / Of what you do we’re with no

recollection

Of that night the light was so contaminating / Here’s a stain that has left me

sadly waiting

Another chance to improve my response time / Something here keeps coming back

to haunt my-

Non-existence in the path that you’ve chosen / My heartbeat stops and my lips

remain frozen

It’s colder than it ever was / Shivering and glancing at the scars on my thumbs

Matchsticks would ignite when I snapped / Ask this man what he would do to get

that back

Anything if it was one sober evening / A witness to your wants and everything

that lies between them

Never lost in the fantasies or daydreams / This is reality confused with a maybe

I don’t think this should be placed on the shelf / A re-evaluation of

acceptance and of self

I boarded up every door inside my house / Forwarding the messages to unknown

accounts

I’m just a puppet, strung up to crucifixes / Who will miss this abusiveness of

wishes

I’m not the person that I thought I was / Traveling through time on a search

for love

So let this story motivate the resurrection / Of what you do we’re with no

recollection

Of that night the light was so contaminating / Here’s a stain that has left me

sadly waiting

Another chance to improve my response time / Something here keeps coming back

to haunt my-

Non-existence in the path that you’ve chosen / My heartbeat stops and my lips

remain frozen

At the discretion of the listeners health This is a letter that I wrote to

myself

Not to include any persons from my past / And present interactions are never

going to last

I only travel to escape that sense of home / I only write 'cause it’s the only

thing I know

I only breathe for the people around me / I live for you all but you could all

live without me

You could all live without me

But you all

You could all live without me