Duality - In The Nursery

I push my fingers into my eyes.

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache.

But it's made of all the things I have to take.

Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside.

If the pain goes on... ah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed

I've waited as my time's elapsed

Now all I do is live with so much fate

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that

I've left behind this little fact:

You cannot kill what you did not create

I've gotta say what I've gotta say

And then I swear I'll go away

But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

I guess I'll save the best for last

My future seems like one big past

You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together

Or separate the skin from bone

Leave me all the pieces

Then you can leave me alone

Tell me the reality is better than the dream

But I found out the hard way,

Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got... all I've got is insane.

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got... all I've got is insane.