Lesson in Love - Illogic

It was a beautiful Thursday

Sun beaming through my window pane

Then a strange rush of emotion awoke me

Eyes squint and strain to focus

Then I noticed an eerie blanket or tainted feeling

Filled my being «life walked me on yo yo string» instinct

Beckoning me to call my lady to converse

But the responses in the tele-talk stopped the chalk outlining my heart

Plan surprise visit

Get to the door

Listen before I knock

Hear a voice laughing

With your voice, I wonder who’s the visitor

I knock and listen for feet pitter patter

To the peep hole

Scatter away

Youthful cat opens doors to say she’s not there

«Now that’s rare,» I think

But I tell her Ill came by

I could tell the lie was killing him through his transparent eyes

Walking away from the domain

My thought plane takes flight

Idea after idea floating cause the happenings don’t feel right

So I grab the cell, dial the digits, say «Hello»

She says, «Hi, that was my cousin, I was in the shower when you came by»

I was like, «Why'd he say you weren’t there?»

«I don’t know, but where you at?»

«I'm going to hit the store for some cigarettes but I’ll be back»

Gave the dial tone but it still doesn’t sit well

So I light the tip of my Camel

Then inhale

Back at the crib, I get there, she’s getting ready to bounce

I’m like, «Where you goin?»

«To see my Aunt that just had a kid I told you about»

«Cool, how long you gonna be?»

«Just an hour.

What, you coming back to see me?»

She was hoping I’d say no but I said yes to cause some stress

We exchange kisses, «I love you’s», she jets and I chill

Cause I can’t dismiss this discontentment I feel

Park in a spot, cloaked by the dark, 20 minutes skip on the clock

She comes back, the shock beats my chest, anger fills the rest of me

Regretfully, I go to her door, knock and get no answer

Evil’s eating away at my sanity like mind cancer

So I run to her balcony, look in the window and explode

Some cat with his lips touching the beauty that I behold?

By this time I lost my sanity

Climbed up on a 6 foot balcony

Love and hate combined by, some weird type alchemy

She sees me, stands there shocked and scared

She was frost bitten by the ice grill of my stare

Dude bounces, she tries to explain, make sense of the lies

The pain of my words inflict, burst her heart she starts to cry

Thinking of ways for revenge, her tears encourage the rage

Internally, I’m an animal ready to shatter my cage

She comes for a hug, I tense up, flooding my shirt with pain

Looks up with ducts busted, quietly says my name

Sits me down on the couch, kisses my neck unzips my pants

Thinking of ways to take revenge and she opens the chance

Hit it for a nice amount of time, made her cum for miles and miles

Pulled up my pants with no words, hit the door looked back and smiled…