Constant Swelling -

Lt used to be a game, it’s getting out of control.

I can’t resist my true

emotions.

This fucking parody, I’m suffering agonies;

all misdeeds seem

forgotten

I think of you all day and I still have to say, you’re causing swellings in my

trousers.

The things I said to you, the things you said to me just threw me

bock — god, I’m a loser

We all are spitting blood and finally waiting for release

Why can’t you see, it’s not me.

You are guilty

Now it’s over, we are hoppy.

Are we hoppy?

Are we really happy?

Happy?

I think I am not really happy.

Are you happy?

Tell me, are you happy?

Now it’s getting out of control.

You are confusing at all.

Are you the referee?

Again these agonies…

Am all fucked up

You are too kind to leave — it’s

Hard to decide for me.

Too kind

To be as hard as I used to be

Too kind to shock, destroy all your hope and smile.

Too kind to lock the gates

which I have to pass

You were my friend since I have first time seen into your eyes.

I felt diseased,

the butterflies flew away

I hope to rise again so that I revive.

Where’s me?

I miss me.

I love me

I never wanted to be the way I am, I just wanted your love

I never wanted to hurt you like I did, I just wanted to be me

L’ve been your friend since you first time screwed deep in my ass.

I felt diseased, the butterflies pumped in my ass.

I feel so sick,

I tried to resist it but no.

Not you, you cry, a child would be stronger

L’ve been your friend, till I know that you’re not right for me.

Since you I cry, I cry like a baby.

But now I go and I fight — I fight for

myself and tonight, tonight, tonight — wanking is freedom!