Mudoo Ra -

One shovel from insane

When I realized the bar was set to high

But avarice had surely caught me by the toe

Dragged me through the mud

Stuck me in the center

Then the feast began!

O' I’d lost my hand!

Shouldn’t have been much a surprise to me

And I confess, there was a godsend

It seems good fortune still appears to those

Who walk the path of carelessness and greed

And with flesh comes sentience

Fate decrees from a part of your world

I’m forever between something I’m not supposed to know

And all the thoughts that float around it

-Influence the way that I contain myself

And I don’t even want to

Yea well, maybe I’m just done with being told

I’m not good enough

-Good enough

-Good enough

And with madness comes negligence

You should look beyond your bleakness

Pray your sadness to the beast

Don’t be comrades with the weak

And you’ll be glad the symbiosis was bestowed

And surely half the bad I’ve done’ll be washed away

Because all beauty comes clean

And I could feel myself anew

The scars of my decay had been erased

Your feet remember all the places you’ve been

But things intertwine and override when they’re complete

Placed around the table

Where only dreadfulness secretes

All my horrors brought to light

What an unsanitary world

And I’m a part of it

Placed ‘round the table

All of my terrors brought to light

And I’m unfamiliar with this type of process

I’m already elbow deep in travesty

And hellbent on staying gold

‘Cause sin’s been such a tragedy

And I’m done with favors

But what do you say

To the hecklers all in the black of the room?

Do you settle the score?

‘Cause the moment you turn your back

They will come

I’m good enough to recognize I’ve gotcha' when I see it

The better it tastes

The more you’re likely to try it again

And the better it tastes, you’ll try harder

We’re all just victims

No one can help it

No one can help it