Better / Harder Days - Hundo

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today

You live by the gun, you gone die ‘bout it

I done been through so much, I don’t cry ‘bout it

High on thoughts so I might as well fly privat

I overthink, that’s why I mainly lie ‘bout

They need hlp, I’m the first to do the dash but I realized I gotta watch my

mileage

Whether not if I’m wrong or right, either way, I know my niggas gone slide

‘bout it

Every friend I done tried to make done fucked me over, that’s why I trust issues

It’s so hard putting trust in you, asking myself if there’s love in you

Steady fighting demons in my sleep, dripping tears on my sheets,

I’m not comfortable

But with all of this pain going on, I promised myself I would comfort you

Thinkin' back and forth like ‘is it worth it?'

I get nervous, ‘cause I’m hurtin'

I stay quiet, don’t wan' be a burden

Ain’t got patience, so nothing’s for certain

Gotta understand that I’m just a man in his starting days so I’m workin'

Before I trust a man, rather cut my hand, my mistake but nah I’m not a surgeon

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today

I can’t show no more sympathy

‘Cause when no one was feeling me, I felt they energy

Thoughts of watching you leave by my side is killing me

I really thought you was into me

Rather dream ‘bout you leaving a thousand times than having to witness that

physically

I play dumg but I’m smarter in my mind, keep a G in case they wan' get rid of me

It’s so hard to love me, I overthink

Every second I feel like you leave

Feeling lonely, I’m always left on seen

Crushed my feelings then left and let me bleed

Put a lock on my heart and burned the key

Reassurance is all a nigga need

I fall back and I promise I won’t speak

That’s just how my mentality fuck with me

This that real shit, you gone feel this

Trackhawk murdered out but I don’t kill shit

And it’s still fuck the system, even they broke or even if they real rich

Got too much on my mind, I can’t cope with my pride, it’s a lot of problems

that I deal with

If you here by my side, I promise I’ma ride, I thank God for blessing me with

real Jits

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today

Thinkin' ‘bout better days, livin' in these harder days

Feeling left out socially in a room full of people on holidays

I done got robbed so many times ‘bout my love but you can’t take my heart away

I promise I’ma ball today, I’ll pick myself if I fall today