Catastrophic Lover - HRH

I never want to be the one

To pull the trigger on the gun

When it’s time

I’m really good at holding on

Even when I know it’s wrong

At least it’s mine

And I always seem to get off track

Picking up all the slack

I know it doesn’t serve me

Bittersweet distraction

Licking your wounds tending to mine

Harmful chain reaction

I’m bleeding myself out all of the time

Pull and push and pull

We were not made for each other

I’ll still think of you fondly

My catastrophic lover

I’m trying really hard to find

All the things I left behind before you

I don’t know where to start

You have left my heart in two

Never gonna get it back

Picking up all the slack

I know you don’t deserve me

Bittersweet distraction

Licking your wounds tending to mine

Harmful chain reaction

I’m bleeding myself out all of the time

Pull and push and pull

We were not made for each other

I’ll still think of you fondly

My catastrophic lover

There’s been a change now

A pale amber glow

I’m bleeding

I’m screaming

I’m waiting for you to let me go

Bittersweet distraction

Licking your wounds tending to mine

Harmful chain reaction

I’m bleeding myself out all of the time

Pull and push and pull

We were not made for each other

I’ll still think of you fondly

My catastrophic lover

I’ll still think of you fondly

My catastrophic lover