'Cause I - Holloway

Yeah, love you like a fat kid love cake

I love you like a fat bitch love steak

I mean my love is sincere though

I never thought that we would make it here though

Me fighting for your heart out of fear

No, that wasn’t the plan

I had to get mine and reach you at the same time

And balance your emotion and self-doubt

What a mission for man

In the process of it I lost my best friend

My left hand, when it happened I felt less than

A fucking fool, I ain’t have no fucking clue

When you broke the fucking news

And said that you was fucking dude

Damn, but I can’t blame you

‘Cause shit I made mistakes too

I was trying to get it with this rap shit

You was trying to get it on the mattress

Porn actress style but yet my mind still absent

And now this love song is just a past tense

But understand

I was trying to get it so we could have a better living

I was trying to get it so we could have better decisions

I was trying to fuck the world and then fuck you on top of it

I did it ‘cause I love you

I did it ‘cause I love you

(Humming)

Yeah, through all the bad shit we had good laughs baby

Remember when you pepper sprayed my black ass baby?

Don’t laugh it’s not funny

For real though

What you taught me was self love and purity

Kind of ironic ‘cause you’re filled with insecurities

But it was sure to be my guilt

And look what I killed, a good relationship with time built

A quick timeout to them niggas that tried to get you

And all disrespect ‘cause they seen that I was with you

My issue was that I was a scarred man

My drug I had to marry Jane, I was your Tarzan

That was some wild shit, we did some wild living

And when the bills were do, man that was a wild feeling

And the electricity for the A/C

How could the next man replace me?

I always made the ends meet

And never placed nobody else above you

I did it ‘cause I love you

I’m sorry, and I understand why you did that

And I understand why we can’t be friends

And I- I understand why we don’t talk and- and

Why

But I think about you everyday

You’re always with me everyday

And I still love you and I will always love you

And I just want you to know that I really, really hope that you can heal

And be okay because I know that I did a lot of damage to you

I’m sorry I just- I never- I never meant to hurt you

It’s just that I still love you

And I- I had to lose my best friend

I lost my best friend because of my own mistakes