Drown - Hollow Heart

Pushing myself to the brink of sanity

In a realm where I will lose myself and all I know

For my own self greed and vanity

I’m just so tired of starting again when I have tried so hard

To reach out to serenity

Keep feeding reasons down my throat

Of why I’ll live my life alone

(Desperate)

I tell the world that I am happy and content

Staring faceless in the crowd

I look up to the sky when all I want to do is drown

Desolation is my only friend

The one who stood by through all my pain and my suf-fer-ing

Born to rot, and waiting to die

What’s the point in living

When every step

Just leads me to death?

I will not end here

I’ll wait another day

To a moment where life makes sense

The sun will shine its rays

And maybe this plague will cleanse

My happiness will stay

Please, help me find my way

Please, make everything okay

My lies lead me astray

So I need a guide to light my way

From the mess I made

From the people who made my life concave

From this mind that destroys me day by day

Just let me drown and drift away

Awaken anew without these scars

Forgetting the man who I once was

I resurface to the sea from my death

I am ma-le-vo-lant

(Desperation, Desolation)

I’ve tried so hard

To exorcise the demons in my heart

Torn between a soul

That wants to be selfless and kind

And watch

Everything die

Leave me with my pain

I’m just a burden of sorrow

I do not wish to remain

To see the first light of tomorrow

I’ll bleed my life away

My demons are here to stay