Addict - Higher Education

I’m a liar and a thief

I will never amount to anything

Please help me believe'

Cause I don’t believe in anything

Some say the grass is greener on the other side

Some day I’ll have to tell them it’s just a lie

Well now I sit here inside my head

Recalling every word that you said

And no matter how hard I try

I won’t change, not until I die

I swear I’ll never come back down

I swear i’ll never come back down, down

I swear i’ll never come back

Please tell me this is just a dream

Because this can’t be my reality

Sometimes I feel like I hallucinate

Even when there’s no more drugs to take

My friends say maybe I should take it slow

I say what the fuck do they even know

I really should learn my tolerance

But to be sober doesn’t make much sense

Lying burnt out on the bathroom floor

Before I go can I get just one more

I swear I’ll never come back down

I swear i’ll never come back down, down

I swear i’ll never come back

Down