On the Edge - Hi-Rez

I can not love

I can not trust

Waste too much time by giving a fuck

Feel everything I do isn’t enough

Clock has been ticking, but time isn’t up

I fight with myself

Got to make right by myself

Tears in my eyes while I write by myself

Depressed for a while

Put my life on the shelf

Wasn’t fucking with nobody else

I was so stagnant

Life was just passing

I was so jealous of people who laughin'

Felt like my life was beginning to crash

And I found someone else that was equally damaged

I guess that pain could bring people together

And fuel the desire and fire for passion

Then I went through it

And no one was riding

For me, I felt like my whole life was collapsing

Thought I was happy

I was just actin'

It’s such a place I could never imagine

Thought about quitting on that flight to New York before I got paid for

McDonald’s for rapping

You could keep sayin' I’m trash

Guarantee that I’m an artist that’s gonna be lastin'

And sweater and shit you could tell me

I already know if you dream it then that shit could happen

Rez

Oh, I’m still searching

Waiting (Waiting)

Standing on the edge

Watching (Watching)

Learning (Learning)

How to love again

Heh, If you thinkin' I’m for love, boy, you hella wrong

Fuck a blog, cosign now y’know

Labels wanna sign me for a leggin' on

But I’m a fucking take what I deserve like I’m Le’Veon

Sayin' that I’m this

They saying that I’m that

Some are saying that I’m sick

Others saying that I’m wack

Put my blood, sweat, and even tears in every single track

And every word, I’d never take it back

Had this dream since I was thirteen

Same pair of jeans

Didn’t have much

So music is when I ate, slept and breathed

Almost turned to the pills and the liquor and the weed

Music is what kept me off the streets

We were five deep

Two beds and I never had my own room

Everyone was rocking next too close to me in homeroom

Brothers were my only friends, the only ones I’m close to

Everyone’s a snake or they ghost you, lot of friends

That I used to share clothes with

They the same ones that I’m not close to

Now when I come around people wanna know shit

Heh, but y’all don’t know what I go through

Lot of friends

That I used to share clothes with

They the same ones that I’m not close to

Now when I come around people wanna know shit

Nah, I don’t even fucking know you

Oh, I’m still searching

Waiting

Standing on the edge

Watching

Learning

How to love again

Oh, I’m still searching

Waiting

Standing on the edge

Watching

Learning

How to love again