Applause - Hi-Rez

I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause

Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah yeah I deserve an applause

I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause

They clappin' for me

Better back up off me like a father always fuckin' paying alimony

I stand alone and I fail alone

So when I start to blow don’t hit up my phone

None of y’all know the real me, open ya eyes wonderin' why

The government cookin' up that humble pie

Serving us lies we just little flies

It’s something way bigger and something way stronger

So how do you guard us prepare for the worst

Thought this was a blessin' but now i’m just questioning everything I do

I’m always so nervous

Where is the surface, I feel like I’m drowning

Love Mary Jane I can’t live without it

Live to see 30 years old yeah, doubt it

Shows gettin' crowded smokin' that loud

But time is right now there is only one shot

Like Biggie and Pac and Cobain and Nom

The person that realized tomorrow ain’t promised

Facin' my fears were smokin' the finest

The industry blinded just a reminder

I almost got this shit down to a science

Bein' defiance smoking that fire

Fuckin' these bitches who look like Mariah

Carryin' my team all the way to the finish

I’m testing my limits y’all talk it I live it

I’m countin' my breaths, minutes till death

I’m comin' next loaded with stress

Sometimes felt happy but mostly depressed

Just cause I’m all buzz these bitches undress

And wanna have sex, y’all think that’s the best

That really ain’t shit

I need a real chick that will ride till my death

Now I’ve been around the block a few times

Never ever comin' off of my grind (my grind)

I did this music shit all on my own time never beggin' anybody for a dime

I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause

Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause

I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause

All these opinions everyone judge me

People who hated me suddenly love me

But back in the day they were quick to say fuck me

Workin' for everything, never been lucky

Mirrors are broke, this ain’t a joke

My momma is smokin' that dope just to cope

Always on the road and away from home

I do this shit for my girls and my folks

I feel so alone

The hatred I’m lyin'

And I’m going everywhere at the same time

Smokin' that line I grew up around

Man Biggie and Pac

People who hate me, we have that in common

Puttin' my all, into this rhymin'

Lookin' for God, been needin' a sign

I’m outta my mind, I’m outta my mind

Been workin' so hard and gettin' this bread

Y’all bitches can’t kill me I’m already dead

Enough with the threats, I’m so far ahead

Come to your city, your girl give me head

Rollin' that weed and gettin' so high

They say I’m not number 1 but that’s a lie

Cause I’m number 1,2,3,4 and i’m 5

Stop killin' my vibe, stop killin' my vibe

I think that I’m fully not open to mankind

Enough with the lies, it’s time for the truth

And that’s what I’m spittin' when I’m in the booth

All hells breaking loose, I’m makin' the news

I’m breakin' the rules

I’m waitin' for who?

I don’t have a clue

I’m stayin' so true

The wife and I 'bout to blow up

But who would have knew, who would have knew

Now I’ve been around the block a few times

Never ever comin' off of my grind (my grind)

I did this music shit all on my own time never beggin' anybody for a dime

I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause

Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause

I deserve and applause