Night Words - Heavy Heart

I am sure that you know that

I’m doing my best to save you

from the mess raging,

from the mess raging in my head.

I pretended to be strong,

I finally bite the bullet.

Was I right or wrong?

I will never know it.

But right or wrong, for now I might regret.

Call me

cause I ran out of distractions.

There’s only one thought in my head.

I might never see you again.

Eyes wide open every night,

I’m stuck with painful memories.

I’d like to end it

at this point there’s nothing left to fix.

I didn’t say anything

when you wanted me to leave.

You are one of the best things

that ever happened to me.