Lessons - Heart To Heart

A lesson lived is my lesson learned

I get what I deserve

I know I make mistakes

It’s more than you can say

I can’t escape being me

I’m face to face with all my problems

And I don’t know how to solve them

I found my drug, a fix for me

But it didn’t fix anything

It’s dark and cold throughout this season

Everything happens for a reason

I think it’s time I caught my breath

And braced myself for what comes next

I’m medicated

So fucking faded

I’ve become the person I once hated

I’m not afraid to die

I’m afraid of life

I can’t help the way I feel inside

I’m face to face with all my problems

And it’s time I fucking solved them

It’s all my fault, I lost control

Of the monster inside us all