Escape -

I quit replying

I think I’ll quit trying

To pretend I’m buying

All the lies that are keeping me your whore

I’m living in limbo

I wonder where I will go

When I decide that I don’t wanna be here anymore

Only friends, I doubt it

I’m better off without it

Benefit that I don’t see

There’s nothing you can do with me

I’m sure it was real

The way I made you feel

But let us let the past just be

I think it’s time we set each other free

Don’t give a shit about what you do or say

I expect the worst from you

Why can’t I get away?

And I

Wonder when I’ll crack

I hope you have a heart attack

You’re thinking that your rack will bring me back

Just watch as I kick out the door

And I

Wonder when you’ll die

You were an apple of my eye

You mean it when you cry about the shit that you’re so sorry for

What exactly are you sorry for?

(hey!)

I think

You need me

To petrify and string me

Control me and pull me closer to the plan that you have made

It’s your show so I’ll go

I’ll take my baby with me

We dance well

But I’ve forgotten all the reasons I have stayed

free, you wanted full control

You said no traps were made

As I revealed the troll!

And I

Wonder when I’ll crack

I hope you have a heart attack

You’re thinking that your rack will bring me back

Just watch as I kick out the door

And I

Wonder when you’ll die

You were an apple of my eye

You mean it when you cry about the shit that you’re so sorry for

What exactly are you sorry for?

(hey!)

This takes me back, about five years ago

When I killed my old man!

I emerged from the water transformed and beautiful

I left him buried in the sand!

Seductive.

Secure.

Complacent.

Controlling

Never even noticed my frown!

The last words I had for him are the last words I have for you

You drag me down, down, down, down

You drag me down!