forever in my mind - Hamilton

Forever in my mind, always search

But cannot find, was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

I feel very numb, cause my soul already died

I feel very dumb, cause now I know she lied

Look up at the sky, and I ask the gods why

Walking all alone, need nobody by my side

Put me in my grave, I been thinking every night

Would it be that bad if I left it all behind

Tired of my life, always cry and get in fights

I know I’m no good, cut my skin up with the knife

Kissed me on my lips, and turned my heart just like the ice

I am not okay, I am not alright

I am not alright (x3)

Forever in my mind, always search

But cannot find, was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind, always search

But cannot find, was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

Different cities every night, fall in love, you lose your life

On the acid, see the lights, on the stage

I’m super high, blacking in and fucking out

All these people used to doubt

Act like they don’t fucking dream

So much fake up in this scene

It’s fuckin toxic, I’m barely breathing

But I’m flexin, and I’m flossin

And they fucking think they’re stunting

It’s fucking nothing, their music sounds disgusting

In a race but I’m cheating

Yeah i’m taking drugs to run away from demons

Don’t know who you are talking all that nonsense

Pull up leave, you bleeding, your head looking like a faucet

Cause it’s dripping, give me any beat you know I ain’t missing

Tell that girl I’m on a mission, I don’t want love

I hate the attention