Numb - Haley Smalls

Feelin' like I need a cold drink

Feel like if I don’t I’m gonna sing

Why you think I smoke it away

'Cause I just don’t like feelin' no pain

Drugs are like my soldiers

And I know that when I take it’s gon' be over

When I’m feelin' like the victim and the culprit

Ain’t nobody ever told me how to cope with it

Scars can fade I know it takes time

Just tell 'em I’m fine

Just wear a fixed smile

Don’t pay me no mind

I can’t erase it

No I can’t face it

But when I chase it

My heart stops racin'

So I can’t

For the love of me

Just let it be

When it cuts too deep

No I can’t

I’ma pour that drink

Till I just can’t think

Until all my feelings are gone

Sometimes all that I can do

Is numb the pain away

There’s nothin' more that I can do

It’s more than I can take

Sometimes all that I can do

Is numb the pain away

There’s nothin' more that I can do

It’s more than I can take

'Cause all my friends are not friends

They be on some fake shit

People that I love left me in some dark shit

I can keep on goin', I got hella stories

Got some shit I don’t wanna think about yeah

Keeps me up at night always on my mind

Try to let it slide, I can’t let it slide

'Cause I got all these demons chillin' inside me

They fightin' over who gets to ride with me

And lately I don’t know myself now

I’m turnin' into someone I don’t know

My soul is sick, proceed with caution

When I’m slippin' I can’t feel what I’ve been lost in

So I can’t

For the love of me

Just let it be

When it cuts too deep

No I can’t

I’ma pour that drink

Till I just can’t think

Until all my feelings are gone

Sometimes all that I can do

Is numb the pain away

There’s nothin' more that I can do

It’s more than I can take

Sometimes all that I can do

Is numb the pain away

There’s nothin' more that I can do

It’s more than I can take

('Cause you are my soldier

'Cause you are my friend

'Cause you are my soldier

'Cause you are my friend

'Cause you are my soldier

'Cause you are my friend

'Cause you are my soldier

'Cause you are my friend)