Friendship - Halcyon Days

I’ll be the first one to admit

That I can never see anything for what it truly is

Mind clouded by emotions and body tied down by it

I wish I had thanked you all every single fucking day, but I didn’t

My pent-up anger

Isn’t from a broken home without holidays

«everything's fine» my biggest and most frequent lie

It feels like I’ve battled hordes of my own god damned clones

And now I see our enemy is in our pulmonary artery

Take it all back and return as one

Black anger turns to red

In the abstract void, I find myself

Twist the thoughts back to a dream

A familiar figure in an unfamiliar scene

I don’t need my eyes to see

To know that you know best for me

Had my back against the wall

But you’re always there to push me forward

Please all my friends, keep me alive and well

I don’t care about what wise men say

Your words ring truer to me, and they always will

Please all my friends, keep me alive and well

Take it all back and return as one

I didn’t know our secrets would be the bricks to our new homes

And the waves we made ourselves would push us further along

Houses will shelter dying men, but my home will stand after the end

So, don’t blame me if I’m restless

Restless