Unrelenting Force - Guilt Trip

I guess I got you all wrong

Locked me out with the stress

I felt the cold stuck trying to figure out how I got in this mess

The words felt so coarse

But a picture paints a thousand more

I’d rather slip through the cracks

Than feel the pain that you bore

You spent so much of your time filling my name with mud

The look on your face spoke more words than you ever could

You spoke more words than you ever should

The anger builds inside of me

This shroud of hatred makes it hard for me to see

It’s too hard

It’s too hard to breathe

I fell too far

I watched my world be destroyed

You lost sight of the truth so let your existence fade through your

'sanctified' void

I don’t remember how low it felt

But I know I couldn’t feel much more

I can’t keep fearing the worst

But I was born into a world I never asked for

And I danced with the devil

But my sins ripped through me like knives

It’s hard to breathe when my conscience craves a different life