self sabotage - guccihighwaters

I’ve been climbing on this ladder for months

Time has worn it down now I’m breaking the rungs

City smog blackening my lungs

I’m used to shitty days

This stuff just isn’t fun anymore

Where did all the time go

Spent it with my eyes closed

Spent it with some fake friends

Dissing ain’t a typo

Now my pockets fat

They gonna need some lipo'

I always spend it fast

I make it in a night though

Self sabotage

I’m with my entourage

Cold shoulder

I don’t really wanna talk

And I don’t wanna stop

Until I’m on the top

Don’t want another thought

Of when my bones will rot

Self sabotage

I’m with my entourage

Cold shoulder

I don’t really wanna talk

And I don’t wanna stop

Until I’m on the top

Don’t want another thought

Of when my bones will rot

I need excitement

Something that could pump my blood around

I’ve been fighting with myself every time I’m down

And I turned blue right at the bottom

Man you let me drown now they ask me

Why I never bring that girl around

Done with that phase

I ain’t coming back aye

But the pain stays

Tatted with the sad face

Sit back look at all the damage

I never knew I caused it

But I saw it when you vanished

I really hurt myself for you

I cry I feel I’m just like you

And I killed my body

And I killed my brain

I’m a bag of bones baby

Walking in the rain (I call it)

Self sabotage

I’m with my entourage

Cold shoulder

I don’t really wanna talk

And I don’t wanna stop

Until I’m on the top

Don’t want another thought

Of when my bones will rot

Self sabotage

I’m with my entourage

Cold shoulder

I don’t really wanna talk

And I don’t wanna stop

Until I’m on the top

Don’t want another thought

Of when my bones will rot