Ruined - Grief

No!!!

More will my friends stand for

My drunken belligerence

Girls won’t put up with my

Stubborn ignorance

Things used to be simple

I wish I was still five

Now drugs and booze keep my alive

Hate, it’s more than a word

A way of life

You’re on your own

Nobody gives a fuck about you, or me

Loving couples, smiling children anger me

Fills me with hostility

The way you live, can’t seem to find

What it’s about

Arbor hospital, you never should’ve let me out

Hate, it’s more than a word

A way of life

You’re on your own

Nobody gives a fuck about you I’m ruined

You fuckers never should’ve let me out

I’m ruined