Introspective - Grey Skies Fallen

Fear has long become my friend

It pains me to no end

To sit and think of life

As pages turned or days gone by

I question all I cannot see

All this fear deep inside me

Must dissipate before I question even more

When’s my time?

To live beyond what’s thought of me

And grab the golden ring

Far from here, lies the key to the future

I have searched long in vain, as it’s buried in sand

Fall from grace, a descent from the heavens

I have seen with my own eyes, the horrors before

Those times, are dead and gone

I’ve left them behind I’ve turned away and moved on

This time, it’s to the end

Regardless of what I’ve said again and again

It’s easier said than done

Cannot assume this will turn out well

I must escape this, my living hell

Others have tried and others have failed

Their heaven fell

Damage is done but the path is clear

I see the way through the haunting fear

Challenged am I now to find a way

To break this spell

Across the line, the great divide

That separates the truth from lies

This is where I will find

Myself with renewed life

This seems to be the place for me

Until I’ve grabbed the one thing I can’t find

And then I’ll try to reassure myself that all is right

So stay down, just lay down

Until this wave has passed again

Don’t you see?

Embrace the new horizon

Careful with the power

This gift I have received

I’ve chased it for my whole life

I found the key

Take me at my word now

I won’t be satisfied

Until I’ve carved a new way

Until I cross the line

I’ve never felt this way before

Something tells me something’s wrong

I won’t be fooled, no not again

I’ll live those words until my end

After all that I’ve been through

I can’t believe you have been true

Prove me wrong, I fear I’m right

I won’t be led astray

Won’t be led astray

I can see the end so clear

Removal of this doubt and fear

It’s enticing, a perfect life

Be rid of conflict be rid of strife

It’s my freedom that I need

Close me out and watch me bleed

Here’s a chance to, start anew

It’s time to seize the day

Time to seize the day

Flying high, lost all sense of time

Broke the chains and threw them down

Another try, now I’ve got it right

Leave the scene without a sound

You truly wonder why I chose to leave you here

You never really tried to understand the fear

Feel I’ve risen from the dead

And conquered the thoughts once in my head

Now I’ll try to contemplate

Where I’ll head to next

Never again shall I waiver

Never again shall I fall

Once again I feel complete

Once again I am whole