Fear - Glints, DVTCH NORRIS

Fourteen when I hit the blunt

I was hanging with the big dogs just to

I was trying to stump, but didn’t wanna confront

My thoughts were all gathered by the devil I shunt

Sixteen couldn’t feel my hands

So I biked right home couldn’t understand

Maddest thing I called myself was thickening quicksand

Thinking I started to lose my shit, man!

Eighteen, face paralysed

Guess that I shouldn’t act that surprised

I’ve learned to avoid looking in my eyes

Who’s this dude in the mirror?

I don’t recognise

Twenty-four but it’s still the same

Thinking of new ways to numb the pain

Any day could be my end game

Ay, I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my face

I keep hoping for some better days

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

It’s crazy, I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my face

I keep hoping for some better days

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

We was at the park like every day and all we did was smoke

Laughing at my pain like every day 'cause life’s a fucking joke

Buying weed inside from cousin *bleep*, even though I’m broke

Tell me, why does summer feelin' like the coldest season?

Fucking demons fucking with me for no fucking reason

No inspiration so I told my dad to fucking leave it

I love you niggas but I’m sorry yo I’m fucking leaving

Big black cloud hanging over me

I maintain anxiety

Trying to fix it up, stay in sobriety

Need to kill the f* demon inside of me

Shouldn’t tell mom, she would be worried by what I’ve become

Keep it buried inside me, I wouldn’t get worried

She could sooth me and try to hang on

But it’s hard to reflect when you’re scared of yourself

I learned that shit later I needed some help

Man, I’ve been feeling this way

Shit, I’ve been running away

Keeping my demons at bay

Dealing with this for the longest

I love you but no I can’t say (Aah)

Ay, I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my face

I keep hoping for some better days

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

It’s crazy, I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my face

I keep hoping for some better days

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

I should probably leave the house, I haven’t been outside for days

And I know that you mean well, but now I really need my space

Need to pick myself up, I can’t get back to my old ways (always)

I should probably call you, promise to keep you up to date

But it’s hard to explaining a feeling you just won’t relate

Fuck, I wish I could go back, want to undo all my mistakes (too late)

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my face

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

I keep hoping for some better days

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

I can’t feel my hands, can’t feel my

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

I keep hoping for some better

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

Medicated, I fucked up my brain

Baby, won’t you please just shade my pain?

(better days)

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

(better days)

(Wooh-wooh-wooh-wooh)

I’ve been looking for them better days

I’ve been looking for them better days

I’ve been looking for them better days

I’ve been looking for them better days

I’ve been looking for them better days