Things We Couldnt Mention - Gavlyn

Every night I write with no metronome, no headphones, busy thoughts, in my zone

Can’t sleep much when it’s hard to breathe

No way to relax, 'cause I’m chasing my dreams

I let go of my love though I didn’t wanna do it

I’m just tired of forgiving and I’m tired of the tripping

I gotta break free, do me 'cause I’m only in my twenties

Hate to see you hurting, but you weren’t appreciating,

What I was creating but I’ll be the bigger person,

You could blame me, hate me for what it’s worth it,

I lost so sex drive, so fuck this self searchin,

No faith in any cute face that comes my way

'cause it’s all the same shit, just at a different pace

Can’t afford delay, don’t waste my time unless you’re tryin to f*ckin' stay

He got p**sy on his mind, so right away I erase

Feelin vulnerable, sensitive, At this rate I wish I knew it all so I’m

patiently waiting

Numb to the pain and I miss my boy Ray can’t cry if I tried, no point alive,

bottle it inside, call it too much pride, can’t convince me otherwise.

I tried to take a break but I still see your face

The distance has me in a dark place

Dressed in black lace every day ready for betray

expect the worse, it’s a curse that never goes away

Not much I could say, I’m rolling with the punches goin through the motion

Stuck in the commotion, not a bad person,

But that’s he’s main question, I don’t know how to answer,

Lay you out like cancer, control you like the master,

I’m the first to make you hurt and break your heart with a smirk

Make you realize my words when I’m stepping on your turf

Feeling insecure and you’ll never understand it,

The man I want is not existing on this f*cking planet,

So lonely at this moment, just wanna be held

Cuddle with a boy toy, afterwards I dwell

The type of female that creates her own hell

Use my confidence as a shell, don’t know nothing else

Conversate, associate, but I’d rather isolate,

Give me peace of mind when it’s too damn late,

My brother dub…, hope this sets me straight

'cause I’m at that age when it’s moving so fast

Got a grasp every second with a nervous stomach

Spin until I plummet, light speed all a sudden

Took a risk is what we did, taking in …

… liking so much discipline, no idea until it ends

Then I get me … to let you go, then you expose

Plans to propose.