Guilty Pleasure - Gavlyn

You might speak a different language but I see you observe

You have a good soul, and the chemistry is nice

You sugar coat a lot, since we off to be exact

Repress a lot of anger and I’m always holding back

But I’m not losing sleep, the memory I keep

Honestly it’s not worth my time, I swear not a second

I see you get excited and it gets me kind of frightened

You don’t know what you’re doing man, you’re stepping on my toes

Blindly, remind me, what makes you think you can’t wait?

Everybody lost their mind and their sense of respect

Been nice for too long, now I feel with regrets

Panic attack, fuck I need to breath

Smoke this weed, leave the room away from the energy

I’m not tryna consume, you feel me hen?

And jealousy never made me feel better, really

I’m filled with gratitude, though I’m in tunnel vision, steady working

Let the meaning happen when I’m not searching

Just know you destined, and lay it on the table

Not everybody’s straight up, but everybody’s able… to be

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence, it’s a childhood dream

I know it’s not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure, uh, a guilty pleasure

You feel the need to succeed

Feel the need to succeed

Holy innocence, it’s a childhood dream

I know it’s not what it seems

But I love a guilty pleasure, that’s all I could say

I’m made of glass, I crack fast

I seek your soft skin, the moment that we’re in

It’s the past, let’s begin, why pretend

No matter how it ends, still want you in my life as a friend

Fuck it though, I’m better off alone

To be the bigger person is depressing, I don’t know

I try to make sense, but why do that?

I’d rather black out

Forget it all, as a matter of fact

…Uh, eyes hurt from the flashback

Do it again, just a recap

I learned a lesson, I have an obsession with the wrong situation

Always thinking I could fix

But so far, no one seems to be convinced

Lost that train of thought when I was walking off that cliff

Or should I say slipped, jumped, or pushed, is it suicide handbook?

Nah let’s take a second, look

Love to tell you what you shouldn’t hear, dysfunctional and weird

You’re soma comfortable and the point is never clear

The way it’s gonna stay, don’t try to perceive

Cause you’re only gonna hate me once you understand… me