Transparency - Gaia

This torture has never left me so cold

Now I’m feeling like a ghost

And I’m trapped inside this hopeless hollow home

But where am I to go?

They said to learn from your mistakes

But I still can’t seem to figure it out

Why I’m always walking in my old footsteps

Pouring out all these secrets that I’ve kept

I am a disaster, I am an empty shell

How can I be living when everything feels like Hell

This is all too much for me to take

It’s like the world is at my throat

And it’s begging me to choke

Have mercy on my soul

I feel it feel it falling faster

But you leave for the aftermath

And now I’m alone

Lost in the unknown

I can’t stop thinking about this

Everything I used to do

Has lost all of its meaning

I’m just a selfish being

And I am so sorry

For everything I could not do

This is my apology for failing constantly

Falling endlessly

I can see the transparency

I couldn’t be there, I was always away

I tried to shut this out and leave it where it lays

I’m tired of this torture

All I’m face with is dismay

This is a final release for everything I couldn’t say

It’s like the world is at my throat

And it’s begging me to choke

Have mercy on my soul

I feel it feel it falling faster

But you leave for the aftermath

And now I’m alone

Lost in the unknown

Falling endlessly

I can see the transparency

Falling endlessly

I can see the transparency